Monday, May 07, 2007

better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved before

listening to all the super nice forbidden city soundtracks... one of my dreams is to perform in a musical! i've always wanted to... but like super no opportunity. one of those dreams that will take a miracle to be fulfilled.

many many things to blog about. it's strange how bmt on sat nights always trigger my reflections. a unique combination of ppl and circumstances that never fail to provoke my thoughts in a skewed direction.

this time... it was nostalgia. lolz that sounds familiar but last sat really reminded me of the sec 2 days. i only vaguely remember it... didn't keep a diary then so i really wonder what happened to my life back in sec 2 and sec 1. but i do remember pepsi cola! every morning. lolz damn fun. and eh... all the happy carefree ppl in class. i seem to like... leave emotional anchors at all these points in my life when camraderie was strong. no la 'emotional anchors' is such a derogotary term... more like... distinct impressions. beautiful memories :)

yea they are stark reminders of how good life can be... and how bad life can be too. it's double edged always... if u experience the good, the bad will hit so much harder too. but i always believe that it's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved before.

something that i shared a little with my cat class on sunday. was really apprehensive abt sharing and mm definitely wasn't easy expressing myself... and of course in sharing, we always leave ourselves a little more vulnerable but hopefully, it's a tiny little seed of change that will spur the metamorphorsis of those wrapped in cocoons of apathy. may they learn to spread their wings and fly, and show the world a little more beauty. God knows we need more of it.

|9:29 PM|


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